Wednesday, February 12

y did u leave me..

if only u could c the tears in the world u left behind
if only u could heal my heart just 1 more time
even when i close my eyes there's n image of ur face
n once again i come 2 realise u r the loss i cant replace

soledad..
its a keeping 4 the lonely since the day that u r gone
y did u leave me.. soledad
in my heart u r the only n ur memory lives on
y did u leave me soledad..

walking down the streets of Nothingville
where our loves was young n free
cant believe just what n empty place it has come 2 be
i would give my life away if it only could b the same
coz i cant still the voice inside of me
that is calling out ur name

soledad..
its a keeping 4 the lonely since the day that u r gone
y did u leave me.. soledad
in my heart u r the only n ur memory lives on
y did u leave me soledad..

time will never change the things u told me
n after all we r meant 2 b
love will bring us back 2 u n me
if only u could c

soledad..
its a keeping 4 the lonely since the day that u r gone
y did u leave me.. soledad
in my heart u r the only n ur memory lives on
y did u leave me soledad..

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y did u leave me.. y did u do this 2 me..
if i did wrong.. y dont u told me..
if i hurt u.. i want u 2 know that u hurt me more..

since the day u r gone.. when i close my eyes..
i can c ur face.. ur eyes.. ur smile..
i can hear ur voice.. ur laugh.. ur song..
our song..

but now its all over.. i dont want 2 c u anymore..
i dont want 2 hear ur voice anymore..
i dont want to sing our song anymore..
i dont want 2 know anything bout u anymore..

so please.. dont try 2 contact me again..
just go away from me.. pretend that we never met before
n lets our memory fade away..

coz i just cant.. cant have u in my life anymore

Monday, February 10

i feel its breaking..

ku tatap 2 bola matamu tersirat apa yg kan terjadi..
kau ingin pergi dari ku meninggalkan semua kenangan..
menutup lembaran cerita..
oh sayang ku.. aku x mahu

ku tahu semua akan berakhir.. tapi ku x rela lepaskan mu
kau tanya mengapa aku x ingin pergi dari mu
dan mulut ku diam membisu..

salah kah bila diri ku terlalu mencintai mu..
jangan tanyakan mengapa kerna ku x tahu..
aku pun x ingin bila kau pergi tinggal kan aku..
masih kah ada hasrat mu tuk mencintai ku lagi..

apakah yang harus aku lakukan tuk menarik perhatian mu lagi..
walaupun harus menghiba agar kau tetap di sini..
lihat aku duhai sayangku..

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please never say i love u.. if u really dont care..
please dont talk about feeling.. if they arent really there..
please dont hold my hand.. if u're gonna break my heart..
please dont say u're going to.. if u dont plan to start..
please dont look into my eyes.. if all u do is lie..

please dont say hi.. if u really mean goodbye..
if u really mean forever.. then say u'll try..
but please dont say forever.. coz forever makes me cry...

Tuesday, February 4

Its unfair..

x tau nak cakap macam mana.. tapi sangat unfair.. #sangattakpuashati


Monday, February 3

Suka sama kamu??

hati ku berkata.. ingin kata kan cinta..
namun aku malu.. untuk mengawalinya..

kalau aku cantek can siti nurhaliza.. lame dah aku try abang mizan... haha.. angan2 sangat kan.. sebab tu la dalam hidup nie banyak betul kalau.. kalau la aku.. kalau la dia.. kalau la kita.. kan... x elok tau.. macam x bersyukur pulak.. banyak angan2.. angan2 tinggi melangit plak tu.. pernah dengar orang cakap... x salah kalau kita pasang angan2.. tapi jangan terlalu tinggi.. sebab kalau jatuh nnt sakit sangat.. so ber pada2 la.. that's y la i want 2 find my inner me.. something my heart wont let me c.. b'coz there's something in my heart that's killing.. but comfort me 2 always hide it..

jantung ku berdebar saat kau menatapku..
jadi salah tingkah bicara sama kamu..

sebab tu la kalau berkawan tu aku cuba tuk keraskan hati.. kang kalau dah tersuka nnt cam ner.. nak cakap pon malu2.. padahal that someone tu xde rase ape2 pon.. macam terlebih poyo plak kan.. only if i could stop time.. then i can tell u how i feels.. but this probably would seal the deal or u will shoot me in the heart.. 

bibir ku terbungkam melihat senyummu..
aku tak kuasa saat di depan mu..

lembik lutut iolls kalau cam tu.. terus ade pelangi atas kepala.. kan.. so jangan nak senyum manis sangat nyer.. senyum2 kambing sudah.. tapi kalau x iklas tak yah senyum langsung.. wat serius jek.. 

sebenarnya aku ingin mengungkapkan rasa..
tapi mengapa aku selalu tak bisa..
bagaimana caranya agar diri mu... bisa tahu..
kalau aku suka.. suka.. suka.. suka sama kamu..

n i always b the one who wont take that chance.. even the tallest mountain i'll climb.. but i rather keep this as secret.. untill the day i decide 2 confess.. that my heart secretly belongs 2 u.. really hope that there is that day.. maybe.. apa.. ingat orang nak tunggu?? life must go on kan.. kalau x dapat.. maksud nyer.. die bukan untuk aku la kan.. 

Saturday, February 1

Please be carefull with my heart...

if u love me.. like u tell me.. please be carefull with my heart..
u can take it.. just dont break it.. or my world will fall apart..

time is running out.. so please dont waste it dengan something yang u sendiri tak pasti.. if u do like me.. just tell me.. n if u dont.. please.. please jangan bagi apa2 harapan yang sememangnya tiada kepastian.. n it will be much more better for me.. 4 me.. life is like a chineese doll.. once u break it.. than it will not be the same as before.. so do i.. once u break my heart.. then there will be no second chance 4 u..


u r my first romance.. n i'm willing 2 take a chance..
that till life is through.. i'll still be loving u..
i will be true 2 u.. just a promise from u will do..
from the very start.. please be carefull with my heart..

it is hard 4 me to accept new people in my life.. coz.. once u step into my life.. it will last 4 ever.. but.. once you betray .. there is no place for u in my heart anymore.. even only as a friend.. and I will remove all the story of us from my life.. dan awak tak perlu lagi muncul dalam hidup saya walau hanya sebagai kawan biasa sekali pon..

i love u n u know i do.. there be no one else 4 me..
promise i'll be always true.. 4 the world n all 2 c..
i'll be right beside u 4 ever.. i wont let ur world fall apart..
from the very start.. i'll be carefull with ur heart..

mulanya mmg u'll say that there will be no one else other than me.. tapi akhirnya.. awak mungkirinya.. lepas awak bagi tahu semua.. awak mungkirinya.. mase tu semua harapan saya hancur.. keresahan saya yang sebelum nie awak sangkal.. semua jadi kenyataan.. n u just walk away.. sampai hati awak kan..


u r my first romance.. (n u r my last..)
n i'm willing 2 take a chance.. (i learn from a past..)
that till life is through.. i'll still be loving u..
i will b true 2 u.. (i will be true..)
just a promise from u will do.. (only 2 u..)
from the very start.. from the very start..
from the very start.. please be carefull with my heart..

yes n now.. i've learn from the past... jangan mudah terpedaya dengan janji2 kosong.. jangan mudah terpedaya dengan sesuatu yang memang sudah disuratkan.. so kalau dari mula lagi awak memang tak pasti dengan apa2 relationship antara kita.. jangan mulakan.. sebab.. broken heart is hard 2 heal once u've fallen so deep..


its not that i'm afraid of falling in love..
but i'm afraid of falling in love with the wrong person.. again..